Every single night its in your
dreams that I cherish, in the long voyages that we take through uncharted
waters, in the beautiful strolls through gardens and boulevards from very
pricey magazine pages. The colours and the emotions that we share and cherish
are truly remarkable. Though I expect nothing less from a beautiful dream,
you’re here presence makes it unimaginable magnificent. Dreams that I have are
all so wonderful so are the ones I believe you have, but the ones we share like
our heart and our soul are sure to be unworldly.
Its been a couple of years since
I met her, I still remember it be on a very ordinary day in a very ordinary
chemistry lab, She came and stood next to me , she turned and she gave a smile
that told me that we are meant to be. But the blind idiot I was made sure that
nothing happened for the many days to come. It was certainly not the first time
we have seen. Studying in same class seeing would not have been a problem. As
days went on and on, our hearts grew closer and closer, the cold winters made
us come close in search of warmth and the sizzling showers in envy, the
scorching summer in search of shades and finally the spring in search of
love.
I do know that every one tells
it, but I promise you this that what I tell is the truth and nothing but the
truth. I do believe with all my heart that I knew her way before the first time
I laid eyes on her petite being. I
assure you I have enjoyed the taste of her delicate throbbing lips way before
in generations unknown to me. Her being is not strange, not any stranger than that of myself. May be this is what
they call 'LOVE', may be this is how being in love is, If it is so and this is
what I get from being in love and being loved, then I require the warmth of no
stranger bosom than that of beloved one.
When she walked into my life at
the time of great crisis, A time when I have had lost faith in all the worlds
love, I trusted no one not even god for that matter, sinking into the depths of
despair, alas! those were the dark days. Her touch was the guiding light that
led me ashore, when romantic voyages after voyages failed and I was no better than a sinking soul. I am no great lover
but at the moments I despise myself I keep telling my wounded soul, its not all
that wounded. But much latter only I realised that had I not made those mistakes I would never have been able to see
the right things, when it appeared before me. Had I not seen the darkness and experienced
the piercing thrones I would never have realised it when I saw the rose bloom
before my very eyes. Love does happen but so is it a search, it’s a special journey like none other, it will show you what that is that rightfully belongs to you and you rightfully belong to.
I am no great lover and mess up a
little a lot of times, but I have done no such thing that by which I had
betrayed her. It weights down my neck a duty to remain faithful. I know that a
girl like her deserves much more and what I have is too pure to be in such
dirty hands. But I see no reason to let go, call it lust call it selfishness,
for she is mine and I indent to keep it that way for eternities to come. I do
wait for the days that are ours to live, and the dreams that we share are ours
to realise.
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A tribute to my other half.
" You have taught me love and how to love, in your hands i blossomed and in your love I grew and in you arms I wish to die"