There is no day such as this that
suits the writing of a piece as this. A tribute to her, on her birthday,
telling no more than how “I miss u to” her. Our story took a sweet twist
recently when out of the blue I got a call from an old from of mine. He called
me up and told me she had asked my number and he was going to send it to her. I
didn’t hesitate and seized the moment to get cell number and dial her up.
Of all the decisions I made in
life that one of those which I will be thankful to myself for a very long time
to come. That single day from just another day to the best day in a long time.
Now just one month from that wonderful day I am still as happy as I was that
day when I called her up. The initial excitement might have worn off but then
still I really do have her with me. It is wonderful how life turns around in a
couple of moments. People who you believed lost forever, whose memories you tried
so hard to bury. Whose funerals you vowed to miss no matter what, just so that
memories of past will not be dead weight upon your legs for years to come.
Those who you wish never knew so that you would not miss them like this, so
that they would not come again and again in your day dreams reminding you what
you lost. And after all this, they still
coming walking into your lives killing all those memories you made up and
trashing your castle of lies to the lies like a house of cards. They come in as
if nothing has ever happened.
But, even when all the above
still stand true, I just realized what have I earned. I earned another shot at
life, I got what many people never get in their live, I got a second chance.
When I her again, when I saw her smile just again, I would feel my heart well
up and I had to try it all to avoid it reflecting in my eyes. The moments of
awkward silence that followed where not silence as she might have seen, but
times of great conflict tried hard to hide. She might have felt it bad that I
did not talk at first and found it rather odd on my usually talkative self. All
those nights of frivolous preparation that I had of how our meeting will be
after all these time. But one thing about all this I really liked, she was what
I remembered her to be and wanted her to be. She was herself.
After so many log years, it’s
wonderful to have back your friends. People who supported you and encouraged
you in each step you took. The people who pushed you off the cliff, because you
were you afraid to open you wings and flap it hard. She was the one who made
who I am today and it was wonderful to have her back in my life.
Today on her birthday, I would
just sit and think of all the time we spend together and all the stupid things
we did together and now that she is back in
my life, I have a lot of new stupid things to look forward to. This
story just got started; I can feel it in the winds and in the air. We have a
million plots to go through before we reach the last chapter.
Happy birthday my
dear !